dirkzelf
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Same here and its really slow, not like one of the faster reasons.
Have made me feel feelings i wasent aware i was able to feel, outside of frustration of course.
One thing is for sure had i been in her place i would have ended it long ago cuz the life she have now that's not even close to what i call life.
And i have always been aware of this feeling of mine, and hardware / plan wise it have been prepared since i was 20 or so.
Sorry to hear that, it's always sad to hear how fragile we as a being in fact are.... and I guess no matter how long it takes, it's never enough to prepare oneself for the final moment, that's for sure.
Well, despite we don't know how long mom has left (doc's won't predict anything), we're just lucky to see the hormone treatment to lower the activity of the bad guys a bit, but as it is now, once spread in the bones, there's no way back. Although she's not the kinda girl to give up so easy, I'm not so sure she'll go for chemo, once that's the only thing left.... you know, just to squeeze out a few more months in agony.... She and I know I wouldn't blame her, we had a great life, even with all it's misery poored out on us (OK, no details), weather by means of bad choices or vicious other people.
Sorry, don't want to be a neg, but life is a gift that keeps bringing us down every single f_)*^@!%$# time, over and over again.....
That's why we gamble, drink, bully, fight in wars, cheat, and ............ have hobbies, right?
OMG, I'm a downer, DJ out.