Only good thing i have with Christmas is giving presents to my sisters kids, and even that is not that cool as i am the kind of guy that give all year around.
This giving personalety offcourse lead to my person beeing abused many times thru the years, therefor i have gotten a real problem trusting in other ppl, and the last 20 years or so i have only hung out with 1 person who i can trust.
Sadly i have gotten too old to get presents, and since i am without a job i am too poor to get a present for myself as i otherwise do at birthdays and Christmas.